Thursday, May 30, 2013

Just more inspiration ...

So Saturday was a pretty pivotal moment for me ... Finally after almost 6 months of being at a stand still ... There was movement ... Am I even ready to shoot this in the next two months ? Can I pull it off ? Why am I so nervous about it ? This is my passion ... This is what I do ... Ugh the internal roller coaster that goes round and round in my head ! 
Saturday was special for me ... Then Sunday my dear friend brings me a print ... A print of one of MY shoots ... It's only 8x10 but it's more amazing then I could have imagined !!! I almost cried! I have never seen one of my art photos in print !  After seeing it I thought what it might look like even bigger !!! And then my head whirled around this shoot I found a location for ... How amazing are those photos going to be ... Even tho I haven't shot anything about it yet ... Lol  it feels like I have been pointed in a direction in my imagination and was wondering down this road with no signs or direction .. Having no idea where I'm going ... Then out of the blue these two big signs drop out of no where to guide me and inspire me ... I'm still amazed how it all works ... I can't push it ... It must come to me ... And it is ... Little by little ... What a ride ! Let's go!!! 

Who ever reads this anyway ... Lol 

Saturday, May 25, 2013

Here we go!!

Seriously ?! Is this really happening right now? Did I really just find the perfect place to shoot a very personal emotional shoot for me and my sisters ? It started with a horrible horrible tragedy , and somehow expressing the process of the whole thing and the healing ... Its kinda crazy ... All I know is it has to be done ... I LUV u Sam ... And we will make it happen ... I'm excited to go thru this with u... I LUV you!!!! ❤